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Jun. 23rd, 2014 at 7:09 pm
It is done.
I’ve kept my emotions, thoughts and feelings close to my chest on this one. I haven’t expressed much but silently supported her. In my own way I’ve prayed. I almost lit a candle last night. I was hoping this time would be different. I hoped the hearts of the MEN would be softened, and I silently wished a woman could be in on the decision making. I think I’ve eaten everything in my cupboards
I am so disappointed. I found this today. I don’t know how to process this other than pull away. My tears will be silent and my heart will hurt and somehow I will continue my daily activities. I will attend church and pray that no one even mentions it. I don’t have the guts to tell them to stop and I hate myself for that.